It's hard to go from having someone to do anything and everything with to having no one to even sit down and have a conversation with.

College was a great experience for me, so much more so than high school. It's where I met my best friends, where I learned to appreciate myself for who I am instead of who other people think I am thanks in large part to all the wonderful people I met during that journey.

Now that I've graduated, I still have those same great friends, although now none of us are in the same city and in the case of one of my best, best friends, separated by the whole western half of the country and then part of an ocean.

That's not to say that I don't have friends here, but it's definitely not the same. I don't have anyone (other than my fiance) who I can just show up without calling and do nothing together.

I miss that.

I miss us.

A lot.